Waiting

I see her waiting desperately for something to happen. Almost willing it to happen. But for some reason her hands are tied. Is it the place that she is in? Is it New York City? Does that keep people from being open? What does it take to make it happen for her? Does being an immigrant just make it that much more difficult for her? Does she feel guilty about it? I think she does. I think she wants to fulfill her brother's dreams as well. She longs to. How the heck did she get so lucky? When she goes back does she feel lucky, or does she miss what was there? But yes, the waiting is a connection as well. Inspiration may happen at those times. A different kind of inspiration.